January 2011
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“Sometimes you have to be ruthless if you want something beautiful to keep...”
I have the perfect opportunity.
Why is it so hard for me to take it?
It’s Kind of a Funny Story.
I swear to fucking god…if he tries to tell me that he misses me, cares about me, or loves me one more time, I will drive a stake through my heart. I am sick of this shit.
College. Colony ball. Killing myself.
I knew happiness couldn’t last forever, but why did it have to end so soon?
Probably my prom dress:
Without the slit.
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January 11, 2011. I’m too lazy for a 365.
Once again too lazy to do my actual 365 post today. This will turn into it tomorrow. Like any of you care.
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January 9, 2011. Today was a wasted day, but I’m still high on life.
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January 8, 2011. You’re looking at the happiest girl alive. Honestly, nothing can ruin my mood. Nothing.
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-goodbyeskyharbor replied to your post: Dream prom date:
i have no idea who or what is going on. but! after reading all of your posts this week, i’m so happy for you. :3
Thanks Emmy! It’s Gunnar Huffman, if you know him! I could not be more happy. (:
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January 7, 2011. I have NEVER been this happy. Not once. I haven’t stopped shaking since he asked me. I keep pinching my arm to make myself wake up. In physics, I said to John, “Today is the day.” I didn’t really think it would happen minutes later. I would recount the entire scenario, but I think it was too awkward to put into words. However, awkward is my life,...
Dream prom date:
No longer a dream.
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January 6, 2011. Snow, snow, and more snow. I hope we have a two hour delay tomorrow. I need the sleep. I don’t know why, but I’ve been staying up so late lately. Actually, I do know why. I get too exciting thinking about how great my life is and when I get excited I do this weird thing where I tense up my whole body. I’m a freak. It’s going to be really bad...
So, some girls in my gym class were trying to tell me that my boobs aren’t a C cup by comparing them to their own B cups. I’m pretty sure I know that I know what size bra I wear…thanks. Jealous, maybe? Shouldn’t be.
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January 5, 2011. After today, I could die happy. Minus my super low B in English… but the good outweighed the bad. I got two classes of homework done in school. I did every one of my physics problems right, which led to the free time I had in that class to write twenty questions to ask my gym teacher so we wouldn’t have to swim as long…turns out twenty questions takes 30...
My life is perfect. Details to come.
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January 4, 2011. Chance of getting in? Slim to none. Hopes? High. Anyway, I tutored for the first time today…a boy in the grade below me that rides my bus. I think I did okay. He was so distracted though. He said math makes him nervous, which I could not understand at all because I love math. He knew how to do it, he would just psych himself out and over-think things. I really...
It’s weird realizing that half of your insecurities are just inside your head.
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January 3, 2011. The return to my home of MAHS was just what I needed to wake up. I don’t know if I’ve mentioned…but there is no place I would rather be than school. Highlight of the day was that the pool was over-chlorinated, so we didn’t have to swim. Regardless, I look like poop…hence the picture. Lowlight of the day, well, I don’t think there was one....
It’s 8 million times more cute when a guy has little to no girl experience.
I’m in the perfect position to start over. Tomorrow…today is a new day. I’m making changes.
I love school.
I’m excited to go back tomorrow.
voisine replied to your post: January 2, 2011. Hi, I’m Alyssa and I am…
that is SO not lazy. that is joyful.
You make me feel so much better about my life choices.
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January 2, 2011. Hi, I’m Alyssa and I am extremely lazy. This is what I did today:
“The comfort he got from the hard, cold truth - the filth, the war, the poverty - was that life could be capable of small beauties.”
I want these shoes for prom. I was seriously drooooooooling over them at the store and then I had to walk away. I should have just bought them…regrets, regrets.
“That’s the best revenge of all: happiness. Nothing drives people crazier than...”
– Chuck Palahniuk (via annieelainey)
So I’ve learned.
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January 1, 2011. This camera sucks, but it’ll have to do until April. I don’t think I’ve ever had a better New Year’s Eve. The Sorokies know how to have a good time…especially when there’s kid wine involved. I wish I could say the same about today, but it was mighty boring. I won at dominoes against my mom, brother, gram, and pap. That must count for...
My resolution?
A 365. I don’t even care if they’re so last year. Everyday I’m taking a picture of me and maybe of something I did. I want to see how I change over 2011. This is my last full year of high school. I’m determined.
